Скачать или смотреть Baptized into Mormon Church in Utah to Fit In - Gabrielle Zelaya | Ep. 2044

Join us today for a unique Mormon Stories episode! Gabriella Zelaya shares her story of growing up amidst Mormon culture in Farmington, Utah as a non-member. Surrounded by an LDS-dominated community and extended family, Gabby navigated social pressure, exclusion, and judgment by the members that surrounded her.

From feeling like an outsider in school to eventually converting to Mormonism as a teenager for a sense of belonging, Gabby opens up about the emotional toll of purity culture, “love bombing,” and the struggle to find self-worth. She recounts her journey through mental health challenges, her eventual disaffection from the Church, and the healing work she’s done to break cycles of shame and rebuild her life on her own terms.

Topics Include:
-Growing up non-Mormon in a Mormon world
-Conversion for community and survival
-Love bombing and disillusionment
-Breaking free and healing from trauma

Join us for this raw and inspiring conversation.

Show notes can be found on the Mormon Stories blog here: https://www.mormonstories.org/baptize...

Timecodes:
00:00:00 Introduction
00:02:14 Gabi’s Mormon story begins
00:04:37 All of her extended family are still active Mormons
00:09:16 Being the only non-members in their family - pressure from grandparents
00:22:00 She was always asked “Are you Mormon?”
00:29:59 What were her interests as a teen?
00:40:24 How did she feel when her boyfriend was sent away?
00:57:06 Told a friend she was interested in being baptized, and met with missionaries behind her mom’s back
01:06:45 Discussing “Love Bombing”
01:22:03 Did she feel “clean” and “new” after her baptism?
01:31:54 What was it like at home with her mom after converting?
01:48:00 Starting EMDR therapy
01:56:31 “In my life, the church created more harm than good”
02:05:10 Lack of separation between church and state in Utah
02:02:47 Deciding if she want to stay in Salt Lake or raise their son elsewhere
02:09:11 Final thoughts
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