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This song is very close to my heart because it bears the core of my expression towards the anxiety and depression in the form of lyrics and music. It was composed back then in the year 2016,where I was in very dark situation after loosing all the faith and dedication towards life. People says that time heals everything but how can someone deletes his own past? The person behind the motivation and inspiration of this song is the one who never had a chance to hear this song.The day when this song was composed was the day when i almost gave up on music,because that time was very crucial for me to face the reality.Even when I used to close my eyes the voices inside my mind used to battle every time with each other. I was so devastated at that time that i couldn't do anything nor i could create anything but what I did was i literally isolate myself because i had no idea to what to do next or what to do with rest of my life..........!
I was totally lost in the battle between dream and presence.There was no music only the silence, there was no colors filled with,what left was only darkness and there was no hope or meaning to my life. There seemed no future as I was completely lost in my past. And suddenly in that moment where i was lost in my deepest thoughts holding my guitar i heard a sound deep down my soul and emotions,this is how this song was created...

Big Thanks to all the band members Sharad,Nabin,Rakesh,Pemba,Subash,Karan,Yawan, and studios for working with the band crossing every boundaries of music.Thanks to all the loving people who supported us and still supporting our music.This song was the last song of AGYAAT, after this song we separated our journey in our own ways....


Audio:
Lyrics, Vocal, Composition , Rhythm Guitar:- Sudarshan Black Tamang
Bass Guitar, Back Vocal :- Rakesh Moktan/Bipal Bagdas
Lead Guitar , Music Arranger :- Sharad Dipesh Diyali
Drums :- Subash
Keys:- Pemba Tamang.
Video Edited By Pdj BlackTamang.
Recorded at :- Ground Zero Studio (Gautam da)
Mixing and Mastering :- Ledger line studio Kalimpong

Lyrics:

Kehi chaina mero jindagima aaja
siwai timro maya ra ewta yaad
na daar na trash na sowkh
kei chaina aaja
sewai eewta praashna mutuko maja.
Kina hunchaa
Yesto?
Sambandhama kasaiko
dukcha mutu
kina yaha?
Maya garachu vanneyko.
Farkawna sakdina ma
feri mero maanlai
samhali dewna
aai temi malai
Aaidewna.........

Sajilo ka Chara Vhulna timro maya
Khojney garchu aajhai pani timilai Yaha
Sakeko chuina ma yo paila aaghi sarna
tehi chu ma aajhai chorew timiley jaha
Sochew timiley kasari?
jewneychu maya mari
Dukcha mutu aajhai yaha
Yaadma timro Haaarghari
Farkawna sakdina ma
feri mero maanlai
samhali dewna
aai temi malai
Aaidewna.........