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Well, it's official.

I got denied.

I spent 3+ months and went through 3 different lenders, so f*cking sure this house was mine.

How confusing. I'm normally SO GOOD at manifesting what I want. It's normally SO CLEAR when something is for me. A few months ago when I saw the house... I just knew it was mine.

The realtor even said my offer was too low, I'd never get it. There were others over asking and I just thought he was bluffing. I had no fear of my under-asking offer, because 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦.

Sure enough, they picked me. Though I did find out from the neighbor, they did have offers over mine!

Why me?

He said they cared more about having a good girl move into the neighborhood.

Amazing!

I prayed with my friends for this house.

I beat out investors, retired couples, and people offering more for this house.

I pictured myself in that house and was already mapping out my new life inside those 4 walls.

It was a done deal, then-

I f*cked up with my taxes.

Long story short, I blew up the deal.

I sat in confusion... 𝘯𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦?

𝘉𝘶𝘵... 𝘣𝘶𝘵...

𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚! 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵.

Realtor calls, another lender. He can get it.

Next - 😒

now a third one, this one is SURE he can get it in time because I HAD to be out of my lease!

Nope, denied a third time. Just days before having to leave.

Seriously what a meltdown, and you can see it on my face in this video.

All that work, all that collaboration, 3 months of effort, only to get denied a 3rd time. And now, with no place to live.

I came to the Keys still hoping I could close while down here, I officially got the news that nothing can be done last Wednesday.

It's okay - I'm already over the hump and my only prayer now is, "𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘎𝘰𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘣𝘶𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦."

Timelines shift and plans change. Perhaps for a moment - I was on a timeline to have it. Sure felt like it! But now?

I'm growing much accustomed to Nomad life and absolutely LOVING the keys!

Glad it's over, who needs a home address anyways?

It feels good to have nowhere to go back to...

This is turning out to be way more fun. :)

#Keywest