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Verse 1
I’m just beside you while you’re holding your phone
Looking at you, but your tone says you’re somewhere else
Every time you mention her name
There’s a sting you don’t even see
I laugh and go along with your story
Even though every detail feels like a punch to the heart
I’ve grown used to being your safe place
But I’m not the one you would choose
Pre-Chorus
I know I have no right
To be jealous of someone who isn’t mine
But why do I feel this way
When everything is already clear to me?
Chorus
One-sided love, I’m the only one falling
With every smile of yours, I’m sinking deeper
You’re my home, but you don’t know
That I’m hurting every time you mention her
One-sided love, I’m the only one fighting
For a heart that doesn’t carry my name
Maybe this is as far as I go
In the background of your story
Verse 2
I try to be happy for you
Even though I’m slowly fading inside
I’m trying to be strong, trying to understand
That not everything you want can be mine to hold
Sometimes I wonder if you’ve noticed
That the way I look at you is different
But maybe it’s better this way
Than losing you altogether
Pre-Chorus 2
If I confess, everything might change
And you might choose to walk away
So I’ll just keep it in the quiet night
This heart that screams your name
Chorus
One-sided love, I’m the only one falling
With every smile of yours, I’m sinking deeper
You’re my home, but you don’t know
That I’m hurting every time you mention her
One-sided love, I’m the only one fighting
For a heart that doesn’t carry my name
Maybe this is as far as I go
In the background of your story
Bridge
Maybe in another life
You’d be the one holding me
Not just the friend who’s always there
But the one you would choose
But tonight, I’ll let you shine
Even if I’m not the reason behind your smiles
Final Chorus
One-sided love, I’m the only one hurting
But I could never blame you
Because your heart is simply faithful
To the one you truly love
One-sided love, I’ll be the one to walk away
So you won’t struggle choosing what’s true
I’ll love you quietly
Until I learn to forget you too
Outro
And if one day you notice
That I’m no longer by your side
It’s not because I stopped loving you—
I just learned to love myself instead.