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Resolute
[verse]
I was saved from fabricated situations, I simulate and formulate, successful outcomes
others will eventually imitate.
From dark thoughts...
birthed by
dark times,
disappointment and pain spills out like blood from my confines,…
My deep recesses exhale as my mind now ventilates
On a soap box, they plot & pontificate
Alone in my own home,
isolated my thoughts now elevate and motivate me to action,
I won’t ruminate
The kids have their phones out as they broadcast,
I just stand here and tell it straight ,
my thoughts and higher ideas reinvigorate me.
Normalcy intimidates me.
My mind now levitates,…
the inner creativity that had long dried up, I felt so celibate.
An ego long wounded,
I nursed it back slow, it was oh so delicate.
Metaphors I carefully prose,
knowledge the synonyms I predicate.
All moves telegraphed far in advance
For a dream acquisition,
Derailers can’t confiscate.
Word spreads of my impending death
very few...
folks I loved commiserate,
But rather many do celebrate.
But my demise was embellished greatly all rumor,
losers exaggerate.
I disappointed many by surviving namely ones I considered close,
Notably,…hopefully I’m wrong.
I’m saddened to be right in this instance, I’ve greatly assisted,
these same ones full of indifference.
Who now roadblock my vision,
My path is now different
not as straight as previously laid out,…
I defiantly press on forward, a bit changed on the same route.
I brought food for the journey,
the ones viewed as allies,
were a secret enemy in a proximity
to hurt me.
Not one for self-pity,
I simply say be aware of your surroundings
Of those who wish ill, cut bait…
and simply leave them were you found them all in love,
self preservation..................... no hate