the random select incident | BBCF

this is still not guilty gear my bad for enjoying blazblue centralfiction

hakumen and es are traumatic characters and i will be talking about them to my therapist for the years to come. i can still hear their voices in the back of my mind, their big sword normals take up my headspace - their hitboxes flash in and out of my mind... the zoning... the parries... there is no coherent thought anymore; what little brain activity was happening has all but ceased and all that is left is pure, honest footsies.
ok maybe my trauma just has to do with the fact that i fought skye

another week another episode of "wow i can't believe it's not guilty gear!" as i try my best to keep a decent sleep schedule and i slowly run out of footage (i am already out we will need a miracle or a sacrifice(my circadian rhythm) to get more fighting game clips)
fr tho? the last blazblue vid did a lot better than i expected i genuinely thought we'd be getting like 500 views by a week i did not expect as many people to stick around and watch it but turns out most of you are insane people who watch us for PERSONALITY and not PURE CONTENT i can't believe you all shaking my head (jokes aside thanks for sticking around, means a lot that people enjoy me and my homies' brainrot antics)

it's actually impressive how i got this done on time instead of rendering it 2 hours before i'm supposed to upload it like i have the past 2 uploads, but as it turns out giving yourself breaks is a big help when i comes to getting things done on time :D who would've thought saving it for the last second and doing it all in 2 nights would be STRESSFUL and lead to BURNOUT couldn't be me (it will happen again)
in other news I AM A PROPHET and i APOLOGISE for willing the guilty gear strive switch port into existence by calling my first ggst video "3ds quality" APOLLO'S GIFT OF PROPHECY NEVER CEASES TO FAIL TO CURSE US WITH THE WORST POSSIBLE OUTCOMES IMAGINABLE!!! (it's cool, but i hope it's /optimized/ yknow and not just a sloppy mess because i am NOT doing crossplay with a switch player if it'll turn into a slideshow on the wrong stage, i deal with that on my own pc enough already)
and that new dbfz patch... i might have to hop back on.

should i even link other social media at the bottom of this are you reading this is anybody reading this does this matter anymore even i don't read descriptions anymore does anyone on this earth still read this shit i'm calling out into the void if you read the description comment "salad please stop uploading videos you loud obnoxious carried mf" and if anybody questions you then you KNOW they didn't read the description shaking my smh head

uhh yeah enjoy the video it's time for me to become sleepymixx zzzZZZ