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Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear.

This is something really personal and I'm still not sure if uploading it was a good idea.
But later about that.
I'd like to ask you a favour.
Can you please watch this video
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and put a thump up or write a tiny comment giving this lovely boy a hug?
He made that video for his brother who died of cancer.
It would mean so much to see you supporting him, even a little. And if not for his sake, then please do that for me because over the last weeks and days he became very important and precious to me, as a lot of people apparently did lately.

About the video...well I think it's not that hard to guess what it's about and what happens, maybe I should just go down to detail a little.
Imagine a friend tells you that he has lost his brother. And it's more like he tells you by accident. And then you go home and you can't stop crying because the worst things always happen to the ones who less deserve it.
Just imagine, a person you see smiling everyday hides a secret like that.

Losing people this way is always hard.
I can't even say what's the part that hurts the most.
Knowing the one who loves will die soon?
Seeing the one you love losing him-/herself over fear of death?
Watching him/her die?
Waking up everyday knowing he/she is not there?

Well, I don't have any answers, it's different for anyone and for the lucky people it's even unthinkable.
What's most important is to overcome and to face the day without this dark shadow. Turn it into a guiding light, because the ones that love you never leave you.

Truth be told, I'm not the best one acting strong. I'm actually very emotional and if I want to laugh I laugh and so I do with crying. In fact I think I was freaking him out by crying for him over 5 minutes xD fail
But well...the lyrics match in every way because I'll try to be right beside people who experience that much hurt and I truly believe that his brother will always be right beside him.