doomkisser - drown

https://doomkisser.bandcamp.com/

the vibe is a bit different i suppose

instrumental    • Doomkisser - drown (instrumental)  

there's more where this came from    • doomkisser - bicycle  

lyrics:

while glancing at the hands of a clock
the memories i'm trying to block
resurface at the edge of my mind
i wish i could just leave them behind
can't tell if i'm asleep or awake
was all of this a giant mistake
am i just racing towards a wall
i once again am feeling so small

like bouquet
i decay
fade away
can not stay

the calendar keeps skipping the days
how long 'til i can't keep up the pace
how long until i have to slow down
how long until i'm hitting the ground
this moment is about to arrive
or is this for the rest of my life
this feeling that the life's in the past
no matter how much more i will last

like bouquet
i decay
fade away
can not stay

another sleepless night has gone by
first ray of light has lit up the sky
these unfamiliar faces remain
relationships i couldn't maintain
keep looking in the mirror again
just staring at this damage and pain
that hides behind the faintest of smiles
another day is spent in disguise

i can't take this anymore
i have rotten away to the core

slouching my back, dragging my feet
i have already admitted defeat
wish i could rest, and just lay down
sorrow's a mire in which i will drown