Скачать или смотреть Jared Turner - 35

beat by Cushy

Cushy - Moonline

lyrics:

I just turned 35 wondering if I still got it.
Cause I feel like I’m going crazy when this clown world acting like covid is bubonic.
This butter soft generation turnin’ our nation into red, white and Blue Bonnet.
Everything the media says is a lie
if it’s not blatant it’s at least dishonest.
And no one gets that if it’s free then
you’re the product.

just ignore the logic.
Everything’ll be alright I suppose
So what if a society implodes.
Who cares if this entire thing just goes
atomic.
How’s that for some optimism?
I’m about to take this cowboy hat and disappear off into the mountains with my religion, my wife, my dogs and some ammunition.

(Oh, That’s how you feelin?)

I don’t know how you could feel any different.
Build a cabin in the woods with the wood from the woods, it ain’t gonna take a lot to complete the vision.
When I look around it’s complete division.
Half a tha people completely ignorant.
The other half keep tryna argue with em.
Need a Thanos snap and half go missin.

(Wow. I think you need to calm down.
All of that anger can not be good for your health man, maybe you should log out.
Take a break from all them socials ‘fore you go postal. I don’t think you’d like how you sound.
You’re coming off a little bit crazy,
bit of an overreaction, maybe
Instead of running from all these problems you should tryna help out.)

Well, the problem is there’s too many problems
and nothing I could really do to try to solve ‘em right now.
There’s few on the top and a lot on the bottom but the other way around the pyramid falls down.
And this has been a thing since the beginning of time, nothing I could do to change it with any opinion of mine.
Just keep my head down and continue to grind.
Listen to me tryin to convince you I’m fine.
I’m losing my mind.
Am I supposed to know about every problem in the whole world at the same time?
Really? I’m supposed to some how take that information in and retain a sane mind?
Or I could try to ignore it.
Couple hits, couple sips, send my mind into orbit.
And I could argue with myself that, that’s just selfish, but my mental health is kind of important.

(Oh you’re so antisocial and extra introverted.
You don’t care about nothin, everything’s a burden
You don’t wanna be the center of attention that’s for certain.
I mean, maybe on the internet but definitely not in person right?

Come on, you don’t see the irony I n making music videos for entire world to see about how you don’t wanna be part of society.
I think you need to play hide and seek psychiatry.)

Okay, I’m a walkin contradiction.
Whatcha want me to say, I’m addicted to attention?
Listen, that’s a given there’s no point in intervention
That’s just middle child syndrome, but it’s all good intentions I promise.

And if I’m honest I ain’t mean to get into a disagreement with the voice of reason.
I’m just tryna vent a little steam on the beat with some keys and
tryda find some peace or at least make sure I still got it.