Lottery - alls (OFFICIAL LYRIC VIDEO)

MY ALBUM, “she, as pathetically perfectly hollowed, only (ever loves…)” is out on the 28th of April! (hopefully-)

lyrics:

last night i felt i’d won the lottery
as i bated breath
my heart had raced hard as i fell to my rest
forced recollection of how i’d
been bathed in the sheath of your shade
a tree engraved with initials, oh, how i’d felt those failures
and you complained with childish despair that you had to go
i was red from the cold though i would’ve stayed out there for hours

last night i dreamed you were in my room
and as she screamed
you laid a hand on my spine to comfort me
night before that, you were away from me
i soared right toward you
like my body rolling down the interstate
and you and me, we locked eyes
what happened next i won’t recall

its safe to say you make me feel more than okay
i wouldn’t have it any other way
and i’m so happy your viewfinder panned to me
although i think you deserve the spotlight

as we perched ourselves on a set of swings
the world twirled from my vertigo
and as you flung higher and higher
i understood why my vertical height was built so tough
it was so i could see you fly

three days ago i seated in church pew
i gloated a royal flush
my visage was redder than blood dripping off a thorn crown

it’s safe to say you make me feel so very gay (in the happy way)
i couldn’t have it any other way
and i’m so joyous that you handed me paper flowers
though i think you deserve more than real

last night i felt i won the lottery
with a name i’d been gifted
it felt like an award

it’s safe to say you make me feel more than okay
okay i know, i’ve said it so, but it’s so true and
when i lead the way on walks we well, walk together
i can’t help feeling just a little warm