FREAK (Feat. Hatsune Miku) [Explicit Lyrics] - LuLuYam Official Song and Visualizer

A song centered around how those with mental illness are seen as "inherently dangerous" by default. Written from my own perspective.

Big shout out to Yume Nikki and Silent Hill which were big points of inspirations for this videos visuals. Two of my greatest inspirations ever.

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Song written, produced and performed by LuLuYam
Visualizer video and art produced by LuLuYam
Miku design: LuLuYam

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Lyrics:

I'm a freak, bitch!
Creepin' in the night time.
Sleep with a weapon, and don't forget the night light.
Creep, BITCH!
Crawlin' through your skin like
I'm a disease! Better cauterize the wound, I'm a
Freak, bitch!
Nothin' but a parasite.
Eyes on the wall, you got me in your head. I'M A
Creep, BITCH!
Keep em strapped down tight.
Break through the bone, through the blood, keep 'em terrified.

I know you're scared of me.
You think about me when you sleep.
Can not be bothered
to care about worms beneath my feet.
I rot you out from the inside,
like worms I burrow in your mind.
La la la la la. La la la la la la!
Now cut it out. Yeah, swallow all your pride.
Spit out the blood you keep inside.
No where to hide. I keep you in my sight.
Crawl through your brain, I'm stuck behind your eyes.
You talk about urges you cannot hide.
Call me a "threat", but you keep your lies inside.

You hear me? You will not come near me.
You will always fear me.
I am nothing but a plague, it's all a game.
And you see nothing but a disease.
Rotting through your body.
Treat me as you will, you know it's all the same.

I'm a freak, bitch!
Creepin' in the night time.
Sleep with a weapon, and don't forget the night light.
Creep, BITCH!
Crawlin' through your skin like
I'm a disease! Better cauterize the wound, I'm a
Freak, bitch!
Nothin' but a parasite.
Eyes on the wall, you got me in your head. I'M A
Creep, BITCH!
Keep em strapped down tight.
Break through the bone, through the blood, keep 'em terrified.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Keep 'em terrified.
Yeah, yeah, HAHAHAHA!

I don't fuck with you bitches anymore.
And I never looked back since I walked out the door.
Poppin pills like joints, make my mouth real sore.
Least my head's on tight, cuz it wasn't before. Yeah.

Apparitions, feedin' my suspicions.
I know that I'm delusional,
I see it in my visions.
I'm a certified head case. Live in a headspace.
I been trippin', breakin' bones on the staircase.

I'm a two face freak, I'm a gemini-ni.
Cut my skin too deep, gonna need a bigger knife.
Eat my brain like cake, save a little for the flies.
Bust my ribs wide open, cuz I need a new disguise.
I rise. You turn off the lights!
I know that you're afraid of me, I see it in your eyes.
I'm a danger to society, I heard it through the lies.
If you bitches wanna play,
Know I'll hang you out to dry.

I raise the stakes cuz you hit too low.
I hold my breath taking every single blow.
You are the ashes, I'm the afterglow.
I'm authentic, real, you ain't nothin but faux.
I hold the knife, while you hold your shame.
Spit out the mouth, don't you say my name.
Don't fuck around, I don't play no games.
Blew out the flame that I now reclaim.

I'm a freak, bitch!
Creepin' in the night time.
Sleep with a weapon, and don't forget the night light.
Creep, BITCH!
Crawlin' through your skin like
I'm a disease! Better cauterize the wound, I'm a
Freak, bitch!
Nothin' but a parasite.
Eyes on the wall, you got me in your head. I'M A
Creep, BITCH!
Keep em strapped down tight.
Break through the bone, through the blood, keep 'em terrified.

You ain't nothin' but a thing to me.
Ain't even worthy of an enemy.