the worst birthday i've had.

EDIT;; im doing better now and im only keeping this up for archive reasons. turned off comments too for personal reasons.

I'D LIKE TO SPECIFY THAT I DONT WISH ILL WILL OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT ON THE PERSON I HAD IN MIND WHILE MAKING THIS. if it comes of that way i am sorry.

song:    • Look What You've Done  

happy birthday me. youve lost the special guy in your life because you couldn't have enough. stupid bitch. aside from the anger i feel for myself-- i wanna see him again. blind hope probably. maybe he sees this. maybe hes avoiding everything thats me like the plague. i just wanna be better.


anyways.

i was too lazy to finish it.