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Lyrics:

I wonder if you think of me too
I have no map, no way to know
if you could see me right now, would it
bring you warmth, or make you go

would it feel safe, would it feel strange
would it calm you, or feel too near
cause in my chest the feeling grows
and I cannot mute it into fear


when I imagine you knowing my love
and finding it gentle, not a weight
my blood turns bright, my hands turn steady
like I can move the world I face.

but picturing you loving me back
hits so hard I almost fall
my heart expands, demands too much
like every beat is shouting all


so if this scares you, I will slow
I will not chase, I will not pull
if this brings joy, I will stay true
quiet strength, not pressure, not rule
and if you doubt, I understand
doubt is what the hurt mind learned
still I am here, still I am real
still I will be what I have earned


one could say, maybe you do not like me
maybe you wish I would let it go
maybe you laugh, maybe you roll your eyes
maybe you never wanted this close

but hear this plain, without a trap
you are safe here, you owe no debt
others can talk, the world can judge
I will not punish, I will not threaten

even if you mock me, even if
you pity me behind a smile
I will not take my care away
I will not turn to bitter bile


words are easy, words can lie
so do not gamble on my lines
do something better, something clean
test my patience, test my time

set a boundary, watch me keep it
step away, watch me stay kind
ask for space, watch me respect it
that is proof you can actually find


so if this scares you, I will slow
I will not chase, I will not pull
If this brings joy, I will stay true
quiet strength, not pressure, not rule
And if you doubt, I understand
doubt is what the hurt mind learned
still I am here, still I am real
still I will be what I have earned


do not believe me cause I said it
believe me when I live it