N.co - Stories (Audio)

Lyrics: N.co
Compostition: CapsCtrl, N.co
Arrangement: CapsCtrl

Lyrics:
Verse 1
yeah ive been writing all these stories
but no one knows what i mean
people ignore me
take a look at my heart man it bleeds

everyday i get out of bed
but these voices dont leave my head
they tell me i need to be different
if not then my life will be bad

you can tell me im good
but i know that im not
all these lies cant believe them
feels like my mind will blow up

all these years i endured it
its a fight and i´ll lose it
what i write here is true shit
i dont care what your mood is

Verse 2

always walking through this life with no one helping me it sucks
if my life will stay like this no one will ever give a fuck

do you hear me? you dont
will you feel me? you wont
if you cant even relate to this
then i´ll pack up and go back home

does being free mean that i´ll have to die?
is it this the only way for me to live my life?
would i have to say goodbye?
God Damnit i dont want to think about'what happens if i die?'

yeah, and if my mental health is crashing down
and my happiness is caught in a slump and it slowly drowns
will i ever get to feel like i now finally have found,
what i´m looking for or will i be alone as i go down?

i dont feel like i want to know,
what i was always looking for
i´m scared that if i find it out
my mind will just go gun shot black out

If you think i´m a strong man?
then tell me why do i have no friends?
My vision stays Blurry
and my heart it keeps burning