Скачать или смотреть dear past self.

"i hope this advice was helpful. i hope you learned something, remembered something, maybe you were enlightened? maybe youre my future self listening to this, hope youre doing ok too! although i havent even lived a quarter of a life, i did learn a lot these past couple years and im open to learning even more about the world and myself especially.

im prob missing a lot of things still, but im sure youll encounter similar experiences you had before and remember other things. everything is connected, you know? it all comes back around eventually.

so take it easy, my friend."

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that was the rest of the letter i wrote to myself, but i didn't include it in the video. but i wanted to put it here to show that although i made this video all for myself, it would be nice to share it with everyone, especially in hopes that it would reach someone that are in need of these words. i know everyone's lives are different, but if this has made you feel some kind of way, if this resonated with you, if this impacted you, i'm glad it did :) i wanna know how you guys feel so pls leave a comment below!

welcome to a short recap of my four years in high school (even though i wasn't even close to capturing the entire moment, i still tried). in this video, i read out a letter to my past self that i had written after graduating high school. this marks an end, but also a beginning as i start a new chapter in my journey of ~life~

although this wasn't immaculately edited as i wanted it to be, i am still pretty proud of the lessons i have learned. this is such a personal video and i hope you enjoyed it :') this is kind of scary for me to post because i don't like hearing my voice ahh ALSO SORRY my grammar is not the best :/ so if there are any mistakes, my bad!

anyways, this video is truly important to me. it shows me the amount of growth i went through during high school, and looking back made me realize there is still so much to experience and improve in the upcoming years of college that will come ahead. i want to remind myself of all the things i have learned in the past and to put them to use as i venture off in the world as my life continues to spiral and twist like one crazy rollercoaster. this is honestly just a dump of my thoughts and emotions and this description box can't even fit ALL of it LOL. but i hope you get the message i'm trying to get across and maybe one day i'll make a letter to my future self. ;)

i just want to give a few thank yous to my family for providing me this life. to my friends who supported and listened to me. to my cousins who helped me prepare to face challenges in the world. to patrick who will always love me no matter how i look or what i do and pushes me to be the best version of myself and to be me.

and lastly, to you for watching the entire thing and supporting me on this journey called life teehee and if you've read until this far LOL

EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU has been the inspiration of this video.

ohyea disclaimer, i am just a teenage girl with a big heart and big insecurities. i don't know a lot of things, i am only speaking out of MY experience. this is all just me expressing myself. :)

music: eternal sunshine instrumental by dahje music