March 4, 2016—I’m driving home from Michael Singer’s Temple of the Universe, the moon is full and massive, and I’m absolutely ecstatic. It’s been an unreal week—my first meditation retreat, and I feel like I’ve just cracked open a whole new version of myself.
From the moment I arrived, I was blown away. The chanting, the people, the energy—it’s like everyone was buzzing with this infectious joy and peace. Imagine a room full of people who are totally in sync with the universe. Some were practically glowing. You could feel the energy bouncing around the place. And here I am, just a few days into this, and I already feel like I’ve barely scratched the surface of something incredible.
I’ve been meditating daily now, and each day, I can feel the shift happening inside me. My spirit is literally dancing. My body feels lighter, my mind is more at ease, and the craziest part? I quit smoking. Saturday was my last cigarette, and now it’s Wednesday—four days smoke-free. Michael Singer’s talk hit me so deeply, it made me realize that smoking is just energy I’ve been directing the wrong way. And let me tell you, once I shifted my focus, those cravings? They barely even registered. I’m seeing how everything in life is about where you direct your energy.
Physically, it’s like my body’s going through a reboot. My heart’s up and down, hurting sometimes, and my stomach’s been letting go of all kinds of old baggage. But even with the discomfort, I know it’s all part of the process. This isn’t just about quitting smoking or changing my diet—it’s about shedding layers of negativity and fear that have been holding me back.
One morning, I walked around the field with my eyes closed, letting the wind guide me, and it was like something out of Avatar. I could feel the warmth of the sun in some places and the cool morning dew in others. It was magic—pure connection to nature. The trees, the grass, the air—it was like everything was alive in a way I’d never noticed before.
I even stopped drinking coffee today, only had a small cup because my body was like, “You don’t need this.” It’s wild how in tune I’m becoming with myself. And food? Forget it. I’m on salads, sushi, and grass (well, salad kind of grass). Meat doesn’t even appeal to me anymore—it’s like I’ve shifted into a whole new world.
Now, don’t get me wrong—it’s not all butterflies and sunshine. My mind is still chattering away, and there’s a lot of fear and negative thinking I’m working through. But that’s part of the journey, right? You meet the voices inside, you listen to them, and eventually, they merge into one. The universe, the mind, and the soul—they all sync up. That’s when you really become the universe, and it all just clicks.
There’s still a lot to unpack, but there’s also so much love. So much peace. Just driving, walking in the park, doing yoga—it’s all infused with this new energy. I’m reconnecting with the real me, the one who’s been waiting to step into the light. And honestly? It feels incredible.
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