My Agoraphobia Story: Part One - The Morning Of

In 2000/1 I woke up on a pretty normal morning with a pretty abnormal feeling, the feeling that going outside would be the end of me and everything I knew. What followed was 18 years of confusion, suffering and anxiety that changed every aspect of my life, from how I worked to my personality. This is the story of that journey and in this video I'll start right back at the beginning and explain that exact morning.

Apologies for the lateness of this video. This was a tough place to start and what with actually having to journey to upload the video, things wont always work out as I plan them (more on that in another video).

I had a great response from viewers to the last video and for that I am extremely grateful. You've all been very supportive and it means a lot to me, cheers!

Apologies for the video quality, we had family staying with us so I was bunged in the shed to record this video, and it shows! Should be better next video as the other half has been roped in to produce things.


J K Rowling's description of Dementors (which I forgot to put in the actual video!).

"Dementors are among the foulest creatures that walk this earth. They infest the darkest, filthiest places, they glory in decay and despair, they drain peace, hope, and happiness out of the air around them... Get too near a Dementor and every good feeling, every happy memory will be sucked out of you. If it can, the Dementor will feed on you long enough to reduce you to something like itself... soulless and evil. You will be left with nothing but the worst experiences of your life."

Pretty good description that.


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