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Lyrics:
If you're hearing this… I might already be gone
They told me, use your voice
But what if every scream I let out…
…comes back as silence wrapped in static

I wear this smile like a stitched-up lie
But I’m bleeding beneath it, too numb to cry
My mind’s a bomb with no safe zone
They say, just breathe… but it feels like I'm breathing in stone

I curl in my bed like I’m in a tomb
Where nightmares cuddle and sorrow blooms
The mirror mocks me with hollow eyes
Just a walking corpse in a thin disguise

They don’t hear the shiver in my laugh
Or the panic clinging to every gasp
I’m screaming with everything I’ve got
But silence is louder, and that’s all I’ve got

I’m not okay, don’t drown me in light
I’m slow dancing with death in the dark of night
Smiling while I trace my fall
Begging someone to break this wall
Look in my eyes, feel the war I hide
This isn’t drama, this is suicide

You call it weakness, nah, it’s war
I wake up bleeding behind locked doors
My trauma loops like a cursed refrain
Even sunlight tastes like pain

I scream so loud the walls should crack
But it echoes back, dead and black
Just talk to us, how blind can you be
When I did, you guilt-tripped me

I bite my tongue and swallow blades
Marking pain in crimson shades
You post your prayers when the body’s cold
Where were you when the truth was bold

This isn’t for show, this is a funeral plea
A soul that’s burning where no one can see
You turn away when I start to break
Too afraid the pain might be real, not fake

I’m not okay, I’m inches from the fall
Dancing on rooftops, screaming to walls
Laughing like I’m already dead
Hoping someone hears what I never said
Every scar’s a headline no one reads
This isn’t weakness, this is a bleed

Can’t you hear me, I’m screaming through blood
I don’t wanna die, I just want out
I’m choking on silence, drowning in dirt
Please, someone, prove that I’m worth the hurt
I’m falling, I’m shattering, I’m alone
And no one’s picking up the phone

Save me before I’m gone
Save me
Before I’m
Gone

I’m not okay, don’t sing me lies
Just a rope and a list of silent cries
Still praying someone sees behind
These bloody verses I’ve left behind
Don’t wait ‘til my body’s cold
Suicide won’t wait to take hold