fighting with myself | santana lopez

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I was disappointed by this week's episode and I think the writer totally f**ked Santana's coming-out storyline up, but I tried to make the best out of it, like Naya did with her acting. :) All the awards to this girl!!
Score: "Someone Like You" instrumental version

Voiceovers:
"Don't you have any wishes that you, like, really really wanna come true?"
"I wish you'd hold my hand. ... No."
"Hey Santana, why don't you just come out of the closet? You know, I think I know why you're so good at tearing everybody else down. It's because you're constantly tearing yourself down because you can't admit to everybody that you're in love with Brittany and she might not love you back. It must hurt not to be able to admit to everyone how you really feel. You know what I think you are? A coward."
"I've tried so hard to push this feeling away and keep it locked inside, but every day just feels like a war."
"What's going on?" - "Have a seat, Santana."
"And I walk around so mad at the world, ..."
"I can't believe this is happening."
"... when I'm really just fighting with myself."
"I haven't even told my parents yet!"
"I don't wanna fight anymore."
"Everyone's gonna know now, because of you!"
"I know it's hard. It was hard for me too. But you can get through this."
"Why are you getting so worked up about this?" - "Because I don't want you to die! You deal with your anxiety surrounding this stuff by attacking other people, but one day that's not gonna be enough and you might start attacking yourself."
"I'm just trying to make her normal." - "She is normal!"
"I love girls the way that I'm supposed to feel about boys. It's just something that's always been inside of me and I really wanna share it with you because I love you so much. I want you to know me - who I really am. When I'm with Brittany, I finally understand what people are talking about when they talk about love."
"Everyone has secrets, Santana. They're called secrets for a reason." - "So you're saying it would've been better if I would have kept this a secret?"
"The struggle continues, but at least I know I'm not alone."

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