Malfunction (original song)

I don't think I like this one, but thanks for listening it means a lot :)

Lyrics

I can't hear you over the sound of the open window
Over this pound trying to escape my chest, my chest
Is a house of excruciating absences
A library of all that could have been, of all that I once had

I let go of almost all that I was holding
I’m running out of things to say goodbye to
Tried being still but it all caught up to me
Never been so good at just starting anew, so what's there left to do

I know I’m not anything to mention
It's getting old, happiness being the malfunction

I looked up to the stars for direction
There was nothing there for me to see
I went out, a native stranger to this town
All I find are signs that I can't read, and backs all turned to me