NateWantsToBattle - Socioenvy (Official Music Video)

WARNING: Some viewers may find some imagery in this video disturbing. Viewer discreetion advised.
Official music video for Socioenvy from the 3rd original album To Let Go by Nathan Sharp (NateWantsToBattle)
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Performed by Nathan Sharp ► ‪@NateWantsToBattle‬
Mixed/Mastered by Shawn Christmas ► ‪@ShawnChristmas‬
Directed by Ian Dooley ► http://iandooley.com
Performance Footage Filmed by Anna Prosser ► http://annaprosser.com
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Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name

Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back
Why do I come back?

Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose
Stay content with anything that’s mine
Wish I weren’t results of regrets
It’s nauseating when I say I’m fine

So sick of waiting for an answer
Staring at the sky in hopes it falls
The sum of all my charts and failures
I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all

Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name

Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back