heylog - next to u (lyrics)

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Anime:
Vanitas no Karte
The Case Study of Vanitas

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Lyrics:
you make it so hard to live
i feel like i’m in hell
my parents ain’t raise no kid
who’ll just end up killing himself
i could shut down
and no one will ever find me
i could lie down
and see you there next to me

i need you to focus
i’m crying, i’m broken
but no one really cares how i’m feeling so hopeless
i hate your guts
and i hate your friends
i realized you all s*ck
so i’ll just cut you instead
now i think of you less
‘cause i thought highly of you
so i distanced away
to try something new
i’m steady being myself
something you’d never do
but i still wish you the best
even though i still hate you

you texted me
i’m not sure what to say
i’ll respond in a week
maybe 2, maybe 3
avoiding us and move on
though i still write you in songs
it’s the emotions you hold
that never feels wrong
god i’m so disappointed at everything that i do
i’ll play some guitar, record a couple of loops
but it ain’t met with my standards
so i start something new
at leaste i put in some work
which you’ll never do
taking pics of the wall
add a plant and a book
write a verse and a bridge
‘cause i ain’t good with no hook
i keep repeating myself
am i speaking too much?
i’m not a person who talks
so i’ll just chill in the back and watch

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