[mark!au] forgetting about your first love | LOVE DIARY episode three

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After the accident, you have been in a coma for 5 months. These months were the hardest for Mark, as he didn’t know when you will wake up and if you were going to be able to wake up. But during those 5 months, he tried to stay positive, and tried to change his negative thoughts by being busy with his schedule. He still recorded his days for your video diaries, updating you as if you were there with him. He tried to not be alone, and hang out with his members, but still, they could see how devastated Mark was. They tried to cheer him up, but Mark only faked a smile. He visited you almost everyday at the hospital, and took care of you. But it was getting harder and harder, as the days went by and you were still unconscious. Being on stage was particularly hard for Mark, because he sometimes got flashback of the day of the accident. He held his tears inside, and didn’t cry. Whenever he felt lonely, he would watch the videos you two took, but it only made Mark sadder. He felt a burden in his heart, as he felt guilty and couldn’t stop blaming himself for the accident. One day, Mark stayed all night besides you, and fell asleep. Suddenly, he woke up as he felt your hand moving. You slowly opened your eyes, and Mark looked at you, relieved that you finally woke up. But when your eyes met, you couldn’t recognize at all the man in front you. When you asked who he was, Mark felt like puzzled, and when he realized that you were suffering from memory loss, he felt like his world just stopped spinning. The next day, he had a concert with the Dreamies, and while doing his ment, he broke down in tears, for the first time since the accident. He told the fans his feelings, how he was relieved that you finally woke up, but also how he felt sad that you forgot everything about him. He thought that maybe it was a sign that he had to let go of you for good. When you saw the clips of him crying, you asked your mother who he was and when she explained everything about the accident, you instantly felt upset at yourself for not being able to remember him. As much as you tried, you could not remember anything. It’s like your mind erased every memory of him from your mind. You felt sorry, but Mark felt even more sorry to you, for everything he caused. He thanked you for being by his side, and left, knowing your heart will finally be at ease, without him.

to be continued...

song: please don’t cry by Davichi

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