Bring Me The Arrakis - I'm not okay

Lyrics:
[intro]
5 a.m., the world’s still dead,
I’m chasing ghosts inside my head,
Shadows wrap around my soul,
This heavy heart can’t take control.
Streetlights flicker, blur in rain,
Faces fade but leave the pain,
They don’t see me, don’t even try,
I blend into the city sky.

[Pre-Chorus]
And the bus keeps moving on,
As the sunrise hides the dawn.
I’m just a number on the ride,
Another ghost I can’t confide.

[Chorus]
How long can I bear this weight?
The wheel keeps turning, I can’t escape,
The closer I get, the more I fade,
In this endless grind, I’m afraid.
How long till I break inside?
Fighting the tide of the 9 to 5,
With every stop, I lose my fight—
The bus rolls on, into the light.

[Refrain]
I’m not okay, I’m not okay,
I’m losing myself with every day.
I’m not okay, I’m not okay,
This weight’s too much, I can’t stay.

[Verse 2]
Coffee stains and whispered jeers,
I drown in noise, I drown in fears.
They laugh behind, but I can’t turn,
The fire’s out, but I still burn.
I feel their eyes like sharpened steel,
Numb to the pain I shouldn’t feel.
Another day, another bruise,
In this war, I always lose.

[Pre-Chorus]
And the bus keeps moving on,
As the sunrise hides the dawn.
I’m just a shadow passing by,
Wondering if I’ll even try.

[Chorus]
How long can I bear this weight?
The wheel keeps turning, I can’t escape,
The closer I get, the more I fade,
In this endless grind, I’m afraid.
How long till I break inside?
Fighting the tide of the 9 to 5,
With every stop, I lose my fight—
The bus rolls on, into the light.

[Refrain]
I’m not okay, I’m not okay,
I’m losing myself with every day.
I’m not okay, I’m not okay,
This weight’s too much, I can’t stay.

[Bridge]
Windows fog, my breath’s too cold,
The world outside feels dead and old.
I count the days, I count the years,
And drown beneath these hidden tears.
Is this the life they promised me?
A shattered dream I cannot see.
Just one more stop, I close my eyes—
The future fades, the present lies.

[Chorus]
How long can I bear this weight?
The wheel keeps turning, I can’t escape,
The closer I get, the more I fade,
In this endless grind, I’m afraid.
How long till I break inside?
Fighting the tide of the 9 to 5,
With every stop, I lose my fight—
The bus rolls on, into the light.

[Refrain]
I’m not okay, I’m not okay,
I’m losing myself with every day.
I’m not okay, I’m not okay,
This weight’s too much, I can’t stay.

[Outro]
And the bus keeps moving on...
But I’m still here, already gone.