Скачать или смотреть Ep 67: The Ache and the Anchor | In Totality with Megan Ashley

When my son was diagnosed with autism at age two—and later with Fragile X syndrome—I entered a kind of grief I wasn’t prepared for. It wasn’t loud or dramatic. It was quiet, slow, and deeply sacred. It was the grief of letting go of the life I imagined and learning to embrace the one God was writing.

In this deeply personal episode, I open up about the pain, surrender, and beauty that come with raising a child with special needs while clinging to faith in Jesus. I talk about the silent ache of broken expectations, the sacredness of honest lament, and the unexpected closeness of God in the middle of it all.

Grief doesn’t always come from death—it often comes from the loss of an idea, a dream, or a version of life we thought we’d have. But even there, God is present. Even in our most unspoken sorrows, He is faithful. And even when healing doesn’t look the way we hoped, He still gets the glory.

If you’ve ever carried a grief you didn’t choose, or wrestled with faith in the face of life’s hardest questions, this episode is for you. May it remind you that you’re not alone—and that hope still lives here, too.

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This season of In Totality is all about the seriousness of our relationship with God—fully surrendering, completely dependent, wholly devoted (Romans 12). In this first episode, I recount my full surrender to the lord through my recent fast and the overwhelming connection I felt to Him throughout that journey.

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Welcome to "In Totality," where host, Megan Ashley guides Christians on the journey of living a life that's wholly devoted to God. Through vulnerability and transparency, Megan shares her wisdom rooted in God's word, while empowering her audience to give their entire lives to Him, in Totality. In these episodes, Megan explores topics such as faith, prayer, obedience, and living out God's purpose for our lives. By discussing these themes with honesty and authenticity, she creates a safe space for listeners to reflect, grow, and draw closer to God.

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