Repainting The Ribbon That Ties Me Down • Akiyama Mizuki // a mixed playlist

i had to adjust the volumes of each song by myself, so please feel free to lmk if there are any problems with it!

hello! about a couple months ago, i had created a mafuyu kin playlist without much thought and uploaded it on youtube just to share it. i didn't expect anyone to see it, and yet i had gotten comments about how mafuyu was such a relatable character.

and so, i am back again with a different playlist--, except its mizuki this time.
but in all honesty, i cant say i fully kin/relate to them. i am a female, born and raised as one, but i use they/them pronouns online. there are times where i like being female and feminine, but there are times where i stress over wanting to go by he/him and looking like a male/androgynous.

i want to feel satisfied with who i am, and yet i get so confused sometimes.

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illustration by: @nigomany on twt
https://twitter.com/nigomany?t=64iB1KtErVJ...

songs used:
Crystal Castles - Transgender
   • Crystal Castles - Transgender  

【公式】 ベノム／かいりきベア feat.flower
   • 【公式】 ベノム／かいりきベア feat.flower  

Mother Mother - Body
   • Mother Mother - Body  

ヴィラン / flower・てにをは (villain/ flower・teniwoha)
   • ヴィラン / flower・てにをは (villain/ flower・t...  

Cavetown - Dysphoric
   • Cavetown - Dysphoric V1 (Audio)  
--- side note: i can't seem to find the original video, so i'll put this one in here for now.


I wanna be a girl / Mafumafu
   • 【MV】女の子になりたい／まふまふ  

Poppy - Am I A Girl?
   • Poppy - Am I A Girl? (Official Full S...  

アイヂィスマイル
   • アイディスマイル (feat. 宵崎奏 & 朝比奈まふゆ & 東雲絵名 &...  

In Love With a Ghost - Am I a Girl? Am I a Boy? Do I Really Care?
https://open.spotify.com/track/1g89nNWU8XI...

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