a rough first week back 🌩 // uni vlog

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hi friends.
in this vlog, you will see me trying to keep up with the material of the first week of my fourth year! can't say how grateful and happy i am to start another chapter and hopefully learn a lot more and do well. i hope you enjoy this one!~ 🧇

i've been feeling pretty stressed. even if things were "normal" and i wasn't permanently scared i was missing some deadline, class, test, out of pure clumsiness of not checking or understanding an email or warning, even if i wasn't doing college in these current extraordinary conditions, i would still feel uneasy. lately, life is moving too fast and i can't seem to keep up with it, have enough energy for everything. everything is fast, more and more daunting.
other non-school related stuff has been keeping life hectic, that's why my schedule is a mess in here (and still at the present moment i'm writing this). there are moments during the day i can't study and i find myself looking for the quiet morning or night hours (or both) to keep tabs on studying. however, this makes me sleep 4-6 hours and very sleep deprived.
i hope to sleep better soon even if not today, and have more study time during the day because i'm feeling alright, it's just a lot going on. :)

on other news, i did my check-up test two days ago and it came back negative so hospital will start for me. if i had had hospital internship in the mornings i can't imagine how tired i would be. so as for now, even if i'm missing out on the most important experience of this semester, i'm grateful to have more time available in my day. plus, at least this rotation, zoom meetings weren't half as bad as last semester's, i was caught by surprise by how relaxed they were as you could see in the video.

all and all, feeling distressed but excited and hopeful! ✨🍃

a lot to say !!
how are you? right now the sun is rising. seeing the world wake up is beautiful and really puts everything in perspective. especially with coffee & the ratatouille score in the background..☁ thank you so much for being here. for caring and keeping up with my whatabouts. i don't know what i did to deserve your kindness. i will be here for you as well. 💗 i do believe many many good warm things are to come for us. we have to be patient and endure the not so good ones so they are worth it and we are proud of ourselves.

see you soon sweet one! stay healthy~

yours,
maria
❤🐱
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💫music:
Running Circles - Cody Francis
Bridges - Volcan Peaks
Memories from the Past - Bladverk Band
Contrarium - Ever So Blue
Secrets of the Earth - Lama House
Imagine If - Megan Wofford
Back to Silence - OTE
Wichita - The Eastern Plain
Clouds Above - Guustavv
Cornelia (Luwaks Remix) (Instrumental Version) - The Eastern Plain
Dream Catching - Guustavv

💛 the spotify playlist with the vlog's soundtrack jus for u :)
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7mW...

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