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The words are mine

Written on 11.24.25





Here you are
And I’m just a ghost
Who keeps haunting the wrong life
I have made worse choices
Then believing in you
You’re still the only person
Who can see the mess inside me
The one who knows it was always there

Being close to you
Is the only time I feel anything real
It’s the cruelest lie i tell myself
You were always right here
I’m the one who walked
And now I’m standing in the wreckage
Trying to pretend
That I don’t miss the home
I burned down

I don’t know how to be
Anyone but this
Standing in front of you
I don’t know
What is worth staying for
I have spent years trying

I have missed you
Not the idea of you
The way you turn pain into something beautiful
The way I never could
You’re still the one who hears the silence between the notes
You’re still the only one who knows the song I’m really playing
Missing something I didn’t even know that Id lost

I guess I was just waiting for you to find me

Don’t make promises you can’t keep
Just be here in the now
Let’s not waste another second
Take my soul
My gift that is free

Here still