Overdramatic (SSRI Withdrawal Blues) - JaySee

This song is another track off my debut album "And Found". I wrote this song when I lost healthcare for a few months and had to wean myself off of Anti-Depressants. The healthcare system in the United States is a joke, especially for mental health care. I am not being Overdramatic!!!

Songlink: https://song.link/us/i/1526898269

Overdramatic (SSRI Withdrawal Blues) lyrics:

I’m lying on the floor again and it’s not right
I’m running out of medicine that I can’t buy
I cut my pills into thirds So that they’ll last the week
Some guy online said he was fine I hope it works for me

She says its probably nothing
I think it’s getting worse
Tried my best to ignore it
but Every day it hurts
Wish I could call a doctor
Wish I could calm my nerves
Nobody should be dying
Just because their poor as dirt

Maybe I’m just being overdramatic
But dammit it life has always felt so tragic
I’m hoping all of this is psychosomatic
I’ve tried to fight but it’s automatic

I think of being young again, and what I can’t right
I’m staring at the walls again for the 12th time
I thought I’d pushed them over
But some how they’ve pulled me back
I tried my best to fake it
But all I see is what I lack

I think it’s in my nature
She says come back to earth
You’ve got so much to offer
But I just can’t see the worth
I promise I used to feel it
I swear I used to care
It just feels twice as heavy
With every passing year

Maybe I’m just being overdramatic
But dammit it life has always felt so tragic
I’m hoping all of this is psychosomatic
I’ve tried to fight but it’s automatic

But dammit life has always felt so tragic
I try to fight it but it’s automatic

(They say)
What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger, then why the hell do I still feel so weak
If what doesn’t kill you doesn’t make it better just try your hardest try not to leave

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