BLÜ EYES - healing hurts (Official Lyric Video)

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Lyrics:
I expected
The exhaustion
& the days i couldn’t get out of bed
I expected
The prescriptions
& the pain I felt in my head
I thought slowly I’d start feeling better
I’d stitch my life back together
One day at a time
In one long straight line

But healing fucking hurts sometimes
I wish I would’ve known
I probably would’ve closed my eyes
Waited till it was all over
It gets better till it just gets worse
A full time job isn’t this much work
I know that I’ll survive but
Healing fucking hurts sometimes

I expected
For a few weeks
I might not feel quite like myself
I expected
Someone to tell me
Some explanation for what I felt
But now it’s been more than a year and
I still don’t have any clear cut answers
And askin just feels like slippin backwards

Yeah healing fucking hurts sometimes
I wish I would’ve known
I probably should’ve closed my eyes
Waited till it was all over
Yeah it gets better till it just gets worse
A full time job isn’t this much work
I’ll know that I’ll survive but
healing fucking hurts sometimes

Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh

No one told me
It would get this lonely, I
spent 6 months piecing back together
Who I was, will it be forever
So jaded
Done with being patient, I’m
Sick of hearing that I’ll be fine

Cuz healing fucking hurts sometimes
I wish I would’ve known
And someone told me to close my eyes
Wait until it was all over
Yeah it gets better till it just gets worse
A full time job isn’t this much work
I know that I survived but
healing fucking hurts sometimes


Video edited, and colored by Brittany Berggren
song written and produced by BLÜ EYES and Davin Kingston
mixed by Keith Armstrong
master by Justin Shturtz