BLÜ EYES - never got better (Official Lyric Video)

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Lyrics:
Please,
Don’t ask me
How i’ve been doing
‘Cause I don’t wanna lie to you

I’ve felt like me
The last few weeks 
But if I start talking
I’ll think about the shit I’ve been through

Then I’ll be knee deep in those
Feelings i’ve been 
trying so hard to escape,
But oh god, now
it’s too late

Suddenly I’m right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and i just can’t 
hold it together

I’m back re-living
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it, 
end up back in my head
My prison,
hope i’m not on the edge
Like this forever
Cuz every time that i remember, 
it’s like i never got better at all

At square one,
and it takes months
Until I feel normal 
and one day if i scroll back too far, 
the photos put me in those

Feelings i’ve been
trying so hard to escape,
But oh god, now
it’s too late

Suddenly I’m right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and i just can’t 
hold it together

I’m back re-living
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it, 
end up back in my head
My prison,
hope i’m not on the edge
Like this forever

Cuz every time that i remember, 
it’s like i never got better at all

AHHHHHHHHH

Ten steps backwards without a warning
I push it down till I can’t ignore it 
Crying on the floor
I’ve been here before

Suddenly I’m right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and I just can’t 
hold it together

I’m back re-living
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it, 
end up back in my head
My prison,
hope i’m not on the edge
Like this forever

Try to keep on getting better,
Moving forward every time that I fall
But every time that I remember, 
it’s like i never got better at all

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Video shot by me, edited and colored by Brittany Berggren
song written and produced by BLÜ EYES & Davin Kingston
mixed by Keith Armstrong
master by Justin Shturtz