【Hatsune Miku】- Flower (CD-R Version) 【Utsu-P】

初音ミク
華, Hana

Disc 2, Track 4 from Utsu-P's CD-R album.

One of my favorite Utsu-P songs of all time.

Japanese/Bad English Lyrics:
I will be changed!
矯正・調教して　マスター
五臓六腑を変えて見せるわ
磨り潰して　塗り潰して
骨の髄まで貴方色

私は造花
虚像実体無い　モンスター
邪魔な花は全て刈り取って
間引きして　踏み潰して
液体飛び散る無様な雌豚
地獄絵図の様な　業火
この荒廃した花畑
血を探して　生を探して
貴方は私に出会う

ほら　身震いしてる
虚を突かれ真っ白

知りながら見ぬ振りをするのに疲れて
また闇の向こう手首翳す私
巧みな言葉使うより貴方自身で
嘘の花びら一枚づつ剥いで下さい

鮮やかな深紅の薔薇には遠い
腐敗した身体剣山に刺し
この手で嬲り尽くして
貴方ヲ綺麗ニシテアゲル

不確かな暗号
根絶・去勢して　ドクター
残された私の心臓に
釘を刺して　其処留めて
引き裂かれた肉体はどこか
貴方の面影を残し
歪な御髪はかき消して
血を流して　生を探して
今尚私の腕に

農薬も撒く　メタミドホス
皮膚が溶ける　熱くて
消えりゃ同じ　沸く蛆虫
口に進入し　侵され
貴方の種子　戯術駆使し
絞り採りし　日の夜
赤子の苗　薬塗れ
思い通りに　しようとする

何故貴方は死して尚私を犯すの？　（HATE HATE HATE）
何故貴方は死して尚私を狂わすの？（HATE HATE HATE）
何故貴方は死して尚私を惑わすの？（HATE HATE HATE）
贖罪は終った筈、何故私を襲う

万年の恨みと憎悪　怒号
総て背負った稚児
砕く混濁　たった一つの糸

(Your rose me...)

舞い上がり散り果て華は無い壌（つち）
枯渇した大地に頬を埋め
あなたの鼓動を聴こうとするの
穢れ無き薔薇に帰りもう一度
その手で抱き寄せて欲しい
私を誘い地獄へ
それでも貴方に会えるなら

I will be changed!
Masterfully corrected, I'll change the internal organs.
I'll grind them to dust,
Then color you to the bone.

I'm a real monster without a virtual image
All the flowers are harvested to crush the weak.
The ungraceful swine splattered fluid that devasted flower fields like wildfire, looking for fresh blood
You discovered me.

Hey, your shuttering image had exploited my image of pure white
I'm tired of pretending not to know
Holding my wrist beyond the darkness again
Please let me strip your pedals of lies one by one

To the vivid crimson roses far away, the corrupt pinholder is piercing my body
This manual torture will make everyone in your universe beautiful.

Ambiguous codes
Eradication, castration, the doctor
That place was left in my heart, for now I have to bear the stabbing nails
My flesh was torn
I left the remnants for you
My spirit is drowned out and distorted
You're looking for the fresh bleeding scars
That still remain on my arm.

Scattering pesticide methamidophos
Plant skin is hot and melting
The same maggots entered the opening and attack
Utilizing your seed
Days and nights the flowers wither
Drugging infants with that shit
You paint your pleasure

Why did you commit to me so I could die?

HATE!

HATE!

HATE!

Why did you go insane so I could die?

HATE!

HATE!

HATE!

Why did you decieve me so I could die?

HATE!

HATE!

HATE!

If you did not do this, why do I need an atonement?

Bitterness and hatred roared for ten thousand years
Carrying your broken self
Breaking only one cloudy thread

Your rose, me...

Your rose, me...

Your rose, me...

Your rose, me...


Scatter new soil for the flowers until the end of time
Covering the ground, you find me once again.
I try to listen to your heartbeat to wish that I once again go back to a rose without impurities
I want you to embrace me in your arms
Please invite me to hell, if you are still able to hear.

Here are links to older versions:
   • Видео  
   • 【鬱P】 初音ミク - Flower  

Full Album:
   • Utsu-P【鬱P】- CD-R (Full Album)  

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