【AK刘彰】漂流瓶｜Message in a Bottle｜雨点敲击在窗框上，室内的琴声表达着简单朴素的音符

Primary Artists: AK LiuZhang
Performed by: AK LiuZhang
Writer(s): AK LiuZhang
Arranged by: Piao Ran
Produced by: Pian Ran
Recorded at: Neptune Sound NYC / ARK STUDIO
Mixed & Mastered at: TUJZ MIXING STUDIO 025

LYRICS:
被拥挤的人群围绕
Surrounded by crowded people
吵闹的寂寞感让我醉倒
The noise and loneliness make me drunk
我是在做主角还是在陪跑
Am I the protagonist or the person who runs with others?
当我冲进黑不见底的隧道
When I rush into the dark tunnel

Loneliness let it fade out
不甘呆在笼里我们做飞鸟
I don't want to stay in the cage anymore, let's be flying birds
就算寒意攻击上扬的嘴角
Even if the cold attacks me
但我仍然用力地挤着微笑
I'm still trying to smile

关于家乡的回忆 牵引着灵魂后退
Memories about my hometown, taking my soul back
地上液体散发出名为真实的臭味
The liquid on the ground emits a foul odor called REAL
地铁内没信号 感到莫名的寂寞
Feeling inexplicably lonely without a signal in the subway
走出地铁站 依旧不能使这感觉变弱
Leaving the subway station still cannot weaken this sense of loneliness

或许是因为找不到谁对我还在乎
Maybe it's because I can't find anyone who still cares about me
献上真心却总得到冰冷的态度
Give my sincerity, but always receive a cold attitude
可悲的自尊心终究被平庸给盖住
Mediocrity ultimately overshadowed my self-esteem
一事无成的我还总想找个胜者代入
Always want to find a winning character to play for me, though I’ve been achieving nothing


上周又有一位同学 跳入铁轨
Another classmate jumped into the railway track last week
毫无关系的我也矫情得流了眼泪
I shed tears with affectation, although I don't know him
内心如此煎熬 却又逞强地不向谁去提出
Feeling extremely tormented inside, yet pretending not to tell anyone
只留下一页轻飘飘的遗书
Leaving only an airy suicide note

纸醉金迷的城市 一条狭窄的上升通道
A city full of luxury with a narrow upward pass way
我好想要碗治心病的中药
I would like a bowl of medicine to cure the sore point
无边的孤独下 紧握着绳索不敢松掉
Under the boundless loneliness, grasp the rope tightly and dare not loosen it
渴望温暖但此刻只有风雪愿与我拥抱
Desire for warmth, but only the wind and snow are willing to embrace me now

被拥挤的人群围绕
Surrounded by crowded people
吵闹的寂寞感让我醉倒
The noise and loneliness make me drunk
我是在做主角还是在陪跑
Am I the protagonist or the person who runs with others?
当我冲进黑不见底的隧道
When I rush into the dark tunnel

Loneliness let it fade out
不甘呆在笼里我们做飞鸟
I don't want to stay in the cage anymore, let's be flying birds
就算寒意攻击上扬的嘴角
Even if the cold attacks my mouth
但我仍然用力地挤着微笑
But I'm still trying to smile

Hey陌生人你能不能够看到
Dear stranger, can you see this message
我在纽约留学 最近生活快乱套
I am studying in NYC and the life is in a mess lately
现在是凌晨四点 自我怀疑让我失眠
It's 4 a.m., and the self-doubt is causing me insomnia
于是我写下这封邮件就当做求助信号
So I wrote this as a help signal

这学期我成绩很差 实习招聘要求也没放宽
My grades have been very poor this semester, and the requirements for internships are still very strict
投了几百份简历现在还没人叫我上班
I have submitted hundreds of resumes and no one has hired me yet
从凌晨学到深夜，已无力和人争辩
Study from early morning until late night, I no longer have the strength to argue with others
干成这样怎么给父母看明年的学费账单
Ashamed to show my parents the tuition fee for next year

我家庭其实很普通支撑我留学很勉强
My family is very ordinary. It's difficult to support me studying abroad
不敢跟父母说压力快压坏他们的肩膀
Afraid of telling them the truth because the pressure is about to crush their shoulders
在高竞争的城市 儿子已快被淘汰
Their son is about to be eliminated in such a highly competitive city
大城市的小人物拿起手机时才变得豪迈
Little me in the big city are confident only when I pick up my phone

感觉周围同学都病了 没有表达的手段
I feel like everyone around me is sick, but I don't have a way to express myself
只有带着笑脸面具 封锁住表达的口岸
Wearing a smiling face mask and blocking the port of expression
我用左手牵着右手害怕跟自己走散
I held my right hand with my left hand, afraid of getting lost with myself
毕竟最阳光的朋友都不敢给我看他手腕
Because even the most energetic friend is afraid to show me his wrist

我的眼睛 看不到继续挣扎下去的原因
I can't see the reason for continuing to struggle and live
好怀念从前我活得那么坚定
I miss how I used to live so firmly
wow 就这么麻木地往前走着 就这么往前走着
Just walking forward numbly

我不敢说自己孤独 谁又有人陪着
I dare not say that I am lonely, because so does everyone else
你最近过得怎样 你身旁会是谁呢
How have you been lately? Who’s next to you?
若你也在大城市那里又是什么样子
What would it look like if you were also in a big city?
谢谢你读完这封邮件
Thank you for reading this message

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