Losing A Parent Changes Your Life

This was recorded in early August. Here is the link to the eulogy I wrote for my father:
https://imaninoel.substack.com/p/my-f...

0:00 - My Bio Dad Died This Past May
2:12 - Losing A Parent You're Estranged From
2:52 - How His Dying Affected My Writing Practice
5:23 - Realizing I Crashed My Bio Dad's Funeral
6:26 - What I Gained After My Bio Dad Died
13:45 - How His Dying Affected My Writing Practice Part 2
15:25 - Disillusionment About People & Realizing That Finding Healthy Collaborators Will Be Hard
17:07 - Thinking About My Relationship To Sabotage / How My Vision of Life & My Purpose Has Changed
18:50 - Forgiveness(?), Accountability, & Expansive Recognition for Ourselves & Our Abusive Parents
21:31 - Trusting Intuition & Realizing How Taking Risks & Lifechanging Choices Got Me Here
22:22 - Accepting Who I Really Am & What I Really Enjoy
24:04 - Realizing That Finding Healthy Collaborators Will Be Hard Part 2
25:32 - Breaking My Father's Generational Curses By Being Trans & Whole
26:26 - Accepting Uncertainty In Grief & Forging New Legacies From Woundedness & Brokenness
30:25 - Me Playing Guitar