Jo Mera Hai

Everyone i know have their own internal struggle.
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If i talk about myself, i can never be comfortable with less clarity in life.
And so, i keep thinking.. until i find my answers.
I thought a lot about everything life has to offer, and i strongly feel very less knowledge is gained by me so far. A long long way to go i suppose.
But i stumbled upon the idea of 'redeveloping my perception' again and again as time changed and changes.
I've seen around some happy some sad in the same world, I've seen myself. Sometimes happy, sometimes too sad, most of the times the reason would be something I don't have control over for eg. Other people, their behaviour, judgements, rejections, etc.

I had no option but to grasp everything and at a point i felt-
I must change my opinion, my perception towards a few situations, a few people, about myself, about life.

And as i gradually started learning the same , I felt at peace even with the same problems and same delights my life offered.
I learned its better to take responsibility of your own failures, pain, sadness, situations, downfall, as well as your victory, happiness, peace , growth, in your own hands.

''Yes, you are accountable for it.''
And i say that, because it helps when I tell myself that I am the only person accountable for making it better too, i must rely on myself, to pick myself up and keep moving.
Just a game of perception. Same story different perspective. Never easy. And needs constant practice on a regular basis.
I hate preaching like this as if I'm too wise, which I'm not haha.
Thought of converting it into a poetry for my audience that was wishing for it since a long time.
Yours sincerely dumb, weirdly curious - Sumedh.