After Pain - English Cover【odii ♡】// アフターペイン、 歌ってみた

cw bullying + on screen murder??? idk the blood is green so i think it's fine :)

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Mix / Master: ‪@markkoo‬ https://twitter.com/markkuwu

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LYRICS [MUST CREDIT ME if you want to use them!]

If only I could somehow be erased... and disappear without a trace
I've heard it all, seen it all
and it's nothing new-- I'm useless and that's the truth

Its not that hard to think about at all...it isn't fair and I'm at fault
I've heard it all, seen it all
and there's no excuse-- I'm useless and that's the truth

But do you have to hit me hit me hit me really have to rub it in every time
Keep pouring salt, my wounds are all dried
No matter what i say, it wont stop. so like why should i even try

But still i guess its me and me alone who brought this all onto myself anyways
So maybe all of this is okay
I wanna feel alive someday.. suffocating, can i catch a break?

Is that okay?

If I say I'm sorry would anybody hear? (I hope they hear me one day)
If I say I'm sorry would anybody hear? (I hope they hear what I say)
If I say I'm sorry would anybody hear? (I hope they listen one day)
If I say I'm sorry would anybody hear?

Oh please don't let me face another day. i want these memories erased
It never ends. can it end? won't someone see the signs? how loud do I have to cry?

So if you're gonna burn me at the stake and make me out to be an evil villain
Painting my sins, it's totally fine
Ignore me all you want, I'll take it. just like everything else you've tried

And even though I know I can't keep dreaming on from something I gave up, I see it
I see the light, the end of my rope
So even if I say I'm joking, won't you let my eyes finally close?
Forget it, though

I'd like to invite you inside of my tomb, take you to somewhere that no one knows
Spite all the pain while I cover my face, hiding my heart in this secret, no
No killing that voice, not given a choice, time to host one final show
It's YOU I love, I love YOU.

I'd like to invite you inside of my tomb, take you to somewhere that no one knows
Spite all the pain while I cover my face, hiding my heart in this secret, no
No killing that voice, not given a choice, time to host one final show
It's YOU I love, I love YOU.

But do you have to hit me hit me hit me? Can you tell me? I just wanna know why--
What do you want? My wounds are all dried
No matter what i say, it wont stop. But I'll give it just one more try

But in the end its me and me alone who brought this all onto myself anyways
So maybe everything is okay
I wanna feel alive someday.. suffocating, can't i catch a break?

Is that okay?

If I say I'm sorry would anybody hear? (I hope they hear me one day)
If I say I'm sorry would anybody hear? (I hope they hear what I say)
If I say I'm sorry would anybody hear? (I hope they listen one day)
If I say I'm sorry would anybody hear?

Even if I'm sorry there's no one there to hear (Won't somebody hear me one day?
Even if I'm sorry there's no one there to hear (Why won't anyone hear what I say?)
Even if I'm sorry there's no one there to hear (Can't somebody listen one day?)

If only I could somehow be erased... and disappear without a trace
I've heard it all, seen it all
and it's nothing new-- I'm useless and that's the truth