दीनानाथ मोहिं काहे बिसारे | Deenanath! Mohin Kahe Bisare (Prem Ras Madira - Savita Ji)

A composition by Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj depicting the humble sentiments of a devotee yearning for Shri Krishn's grace. (Sung by Savita Ji) Brief meaning given below:

deenanath mohin kahe bisare, hamarhin baar maun kas dhare
(O Lord of the Humble! Why have you abandoned me? Why have you become silent when it is my turn to receive Your grace?)

nath agati ke gati anaath hum, kahahu kavan gati mori vichare
(O Lord! You are the only resort of the insolvents like me. What did you decide for me?)

ganika geedh ajaamil aadik, sunata amita patitana tuma pyare
(I heard that many fallen souls have been dear to You, like Ganika, Geedh, Ajamil, etc. You delivered them!)

ina sama aganita patita roma prati, vaarat patita virada rakhavare
(Sinners like them could be sacrificed on each and every particle of my being..)

dambh koti shata kaalnemi sama, kotina raavan sama mada dhaare
(My hypocrisy is equivalent to millions of Kalnemis! My ego excels the ego of millions of Ravans put together)

laajahun jaasu lajaati adhama asa, hain na hue na tu hveihain bhaare
(I am such a great reprobate that even the personified 'shame' gets ashamed looking at me. There has been no sinner like me in the past, present nor will there be in the future..)

kaune mukh 'kripalu' prabhu sana kachhu, kahiya nath! aba hath tihare
(Shri Kripalu Ji humbly says "I am too ashamed to even face you. O Lord! Now everything is in Your hands, whether you accept me or not..")

-- Prem Ras Madira -- Dainya Madhuri 50
Singer: Sushri Savita Mathur, Mangarh 1980s